♥ You'll never know the real me.

boss is a miser... trying every ways to cut cost and my pay suffers too! how can lah... i've never cheated them on hours worked and even worked more than i recorded. and now they minus off half an hour lunch breaks for all my saturdays when i've never ever taken half an hour lunch break! the one and only time that i went out for half an hour was because i went to help buy stuff for them and have to keep queueing. from now onwards, i'll stop being too hardworking. since i won't be getting more pay, i'll make sure i sit down and eat for the full half an hour. even if my food is not a lot, i'll eat super duper slowly! i feel so cheated lah...

they are lucky that i'm in a good mood cos i'm happy with my result. if not, i might just go crazy and throw a tantrum! argh...

haiz... but at least they claim half an hour instead of 1 hr.

hmm... i'm really happy with my results. not like i got many As, but it's really better than what i expected. when leting told me that my lowest grade was C(yep, i didn't dare to see, so i got her to help me), i was so surprised! tears of happiness came naturally. B for econs was a miracle, but i'm not happy because of that actually. i seriously gave up econs to the extent that i dun care what i got for it le. i'm more happy because i got A for math and phy. the 2 subjects that i really care abt and was afraid i can't score cos i didn't perform well for part of each. thx to all who have helped me along the way, in one way or another. be it tutors, teachers, friends, family or even those that i know existed but are not my friends. thx to all who wished me luck, all the best, and thx to those who believed in me more than i believed in myself. but who can i thank for having such a wonderful life so far? full of luck and nothing much that i can grumble abt. i didn't work as hard as others, i was so lazy and didn't take this examination as seriously as i should. yet i got decent grades. luck i should say. luck helped me a lot throughout my 19 years on earth. who can i thank?

to all who didn't exactly got what u wanted... if u did put in your best effort, you'll be rewarded someday with what u deserve. things may not seem good now, but dun fret. in the future, u will look back. u will find that this wasn't such a tough time to go through.

to all who have worked seriously hard and got what u wanted, congrats! u got what's rightfully yours:)

this year's bdae was ok. worked till 6 then went to meet og10. not that the gathering wasn't great. it's my own fault. i couldn't enjoy it fully cos i'm tired from work. sorry people. though u guys still managed to bring me into topic. "lisa" even became an adjective. thx for the night and i shall try to be more 'Jing Qi' the next time we meet:P

ooo... and someone is so dissappointing... tsk tsk... but thx to that, i get a free treat! muahahahaha... thanks mr-u-can't-see-me-but-u-can-feel-me!