Saturday, February 27, 2010
5:31 PM Y
Post title : Tired!
♥ You'll never know the real me.
is my work load increasing, or am i working slower? other than today, i've been working for more than hours... yes i'm earning slightly more, but at the end of the day, i'm so tired...
EZW started work on wed and she's picking up things quite well... it's good to have her ard, though i dun really get to talk to her, her presence makes me feel more at ease...
anyway, counting down to release of results... i dun feel anything yet... didn't go for the NTU talk cos i'm not that interested in the last few and i'm just too tired after work. seriously, i can predict that my results will be pretty bad cos i know i didn't perform well... but i can also predict that i'll still be very very sad when i really see it on my result slip, cos at that point, i can no longer hope that a miracle will happen.
although i dun have to spend my birthday grieving over my results, it wouldn't be that great either. most likely i'll be working till the centre closes, cos i'll need to clear everything that's suppose to be done on fri... this means no celebration with my family(not like they celebrate my birthday la, it's always celebrate my bro's and 顺便 celebrate mine in advance) and i'll start to worry abt my results(even if i'm not thinking abt it, people around me will remind me to think and worry abt it)
ok, my eyelids are seriously closing le, i shall go take a nap before dinner. good luck to everyone who's getting their results! oh ya, and i'll get to see lots of botak heads... how's life in the army?
