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Monday, February 22, 2010

12:13 PM Y

Post title : happy lunar new year!

♥ You'll never know the real me.

so many things happened since i last updated...

12 feb
finally got to catch up with pri sch classmates. i didn't go back to jsps though, cos there's no one to accompany me... anyway, the "primary school gathering" was dinner at swensens. haha... including me, there was only 7 of us. what a big gathering. i met with JH at amk first before going there... we kept talking and talking, laughing and laughing till my 嘴很酸。anyway, JH and me was predicting that throughout the gathering, we would be very quiet and just listen to the others... but we were wrong, it was better than we had expected:) lots of laughing again and we did talk! at the end of it, my cheeks were hot. we took a few photos before saying bye bye to marc. the rest of us took the train to amk together. there were many people, so got split into two groups. SJF and HRK, dun have to worry abt me falling la.. i take the train almost everyday, i'm trained liao lor... when we reached, AZH left first while the others accompanied me on my "scary walk home" before sending the others home... thx peeps! but u guys should have sent me home last, cos soon after i reached home, i went out again. went out with my family to buy some stuff from fairprice when it's pass midnight.. it's quite cool. first time shopping late at night or should i say early in the morning with my family.

13 feb
went to my ah ma's house in the afternoon to help her clean up her house. hehheh... but i'm already tired after cleaning the windows, so i took a nap. woke up and watched tv, waiting for everyone to come and have dinner. this year's 除夕 was different from the past... after dinner, we get our 红包 as usual, but we took photos this year. had fun taking photos that we headed for chinatown later. i feel that there's not much 新年气氛 this year... chinatown was pretty boring cos we just went there to squeeze through crowds of people and there's nothing much to buy:( i want my cheap taiwan muah chees!

14 feb
same as last year, my family went to 2 temples before going to my ah ma's place. hanged out in the room and waited for everyone to arrive before we start to 捞鱼生 and take turns to have dinner. something different this year, instead of gambling, we took lots of photos.
hmm... what's with the photo taking? i suppose we are just starting to appreciate what we have... trying keeping those memories as something more physical that won't blur off with time... the sudden change makes everyone worry, but we shouldn't make our worries show too much right? dun make her think bad, things will get better.

the rest of the days is more visiting or working again... oh, and EZW will be coming to my office for a job interview tmr. i hope she gets the job and will stay for more than 2 months... at least there'll be someone to accompany me at work and for lunch on some days...

我知道这几天发生了很多事情。也许你在期待我来关心你多一点，但我不知道我应不应该这么做。我既然帮不上忙，说再多有用吗？你会误会吗？不是要让你更难受，但我只是不想失去一个朋友。i'm where i'm suppose to be.