Monday, February 08, 2010
1:05 AM Y
Post title :
♥ You'll never know the real me.
新年快到了！我想去买一些新衣... 本来买好新年要穿的都穿去做工了:(可是我现在开始做工了, 才能真正的知道赚钱有多难... 我能预料, 我在买每一件物品之前, 一定会先先想一想我要做多久才能赚到那笔钱! 我一天最多也只能赚四十八块耶! 每买一件衣服一定会很心痛...
haha... ok, i think that's too much of chinese writing, was just trying out... but i really want to buy some new clothes for cny and for work. anyway, talking about work, not much new things... but i'm starting to chat more with ZM... but most of the time it's when there's only the two of us ard la, cos i can't really multitask... on fri, i got to 'interact' with a P1 boy... he's taking his placement test and i'm suppose to read the qns out to him... he's a little shy but cute:) luckily i could still control myself and not teach him how to do those questions ! he didn't really dare to ask for my help, so i also didn't really know how to help him. like sometimes i dunno whether he is still thinking or moving on to the next qn, so i dunno when to read the qns out to him... but for a particular qn, it was definitely obvious that he wants to move on. he just couldn't understand the question that he got a headache! he totally gave that 痛苦 look! so i told him it's ok, dun have to think so hard, he can just skip it.. did another placement test on sat for a P1 girl... she's more ok with strangers, so she'll let me know whenever she didn't understand the questions. so the placement test with her went more smoothly and we finished quite fast. i know that she got a few questions wrong and asked her whether she want to check her answers again... ... and she's so cute! she said that she didn't want to check her answers cos she didn't know which qns she got wrong! i was like, "haha... ok:) you are tired from so much thinking right? then we'll end here:)" that's abt it for work, will just be work for 3 days this coming week cos the centre's closed from fri to tues for cny.
oh ya, i forgot to bid farewell to HZ on sat morning... not that he's going anywhere far, but he'll be saying goodbye to his beloved hair that gives him the extra confidence he doesn't need. met up with him on thurs night though, and if he didn't mention, i wouldn't notice that he copied his hairstyle from 薛海 in 海派甜心. but i'm happy that he's entering NS. hopefully he'll be more mature when i meet him 2 years later... but i hope i still get to meet him soon when his hair haven't grown too long yet... and when he'll stop asking me "我头发乱不乱?"
i think i dun really know myself well, i dunno what i really want. when things that i've thought of having really came within my reach, i'll bring myself further away from it, but after that, i'll still continue thinking abt having it, thinking abt the possible things that can happen if i had it... maybe i want to give it a try, yet i'm afraid of trying... but then again, sometimes i am not the only factor, i can't be selfish and only think abt how i'll be affected, i still have to take into consideration the impact on others... will my decisions/actions be supported?
