Wednesday, December 23, 2009
7:28 PM Y
Post title :
♥ You'll never know the real me.
maybe i should just start hibernating till A levels results are out.
she keep asking me if i've confirmed i want the job whenever i ask her to recommend me in... she tells me that i'll have to multitask and be quick... she's just trying to discourage me from taking that job. she's just afraid that i'll make her lose face if it turns out that i can't do it... she's looking down on me, but what can i say?
i dun have the right to do so, cos even i myself dun believe that i can do it. i'm also afraid that i won't be able to handle. it will be my first time working, so i dunno what i can or cannot do until i try. what if i rebutted back that i can do it, but i turn out to be a failure? she'll have something to laugh at. she'll have all the reasons to laugh at me and say:"see. i told you. you are too dumb for that job!".
who's willing to give me the chance and teach me along the way. who's willing to continue employing someone after finding out that she's stupid and slow...
maybe i should just start hibernating... stop the money from flowing out since no money flows in. before A level results are out, i'll be dead. you'll see a small article in the papers titled "student dies of hunger because she's too stupid to work". and this will be the greatest achievement ive made - appearing in the papers.
