Tuesday, April 15, 2008
7:31 PM Y
Post title :
♥ You'll never know the real me.
i got my PW grouping today... the pw teacher wrote my name last... hmm... make me wait so long... i'm quite happy with my group(Cam Le, Ferianny, Hariz, Manfred, and me of course), at least there's no irritating people. meeting on thurs and fri? have to decide on our topic.was in a pretty bad mood today because of some people. some people who like to change the facts and make me sound bad. i'm was angry for a while only, but continued to fake that i'm angry in the hope to recieve an apology. well, as i had expected, no apologies made. now i dun expect it from them anymore, just hope that they wont continue to 'ban nong shi fei'.haiz... this never happened to me... why must things change when i come to JC? now i think someone has something against me. someone is picking on me. why!!! i used to be a girl whom no guys dare to bully!why must these happen when i'm already getting all the stress from my studies?talking abt studies, i think nothing much is working. i'm going to fail almost every subject cos i dun understand. how i wish that time can stop for me to understand everything before the sch continues with the syllabus.should i go for speech day? i feel that i can't face anyone cos i'm not getting on fine. have to really buck up, but i lack the energy to do so.
