Wednesday, January 09, 2008
8:09 PM Y
Post title :
♥ You'll never know the real me.
i'm tired! had pe for 2 consecutive days le, tmr still got one! i dun mind running rounds around the hall, but the warm up hurts! the floor is just too hard, it hurts my lower back, elbows and knees...anyway, today we had cca bazaar after 3pm. i went to the LT to watch the performance by chinese orchestra and choir then left the room. walked aimlessly around with zhi yu and ended up at the chinese drama booth. zhi yu wants to join, so i also wrote my name down. however she's joining as an actress and i'm joining as backstage. it's obvious that i can't act lah. i accompanied her to go for the audition and talked to the J2 student while waiting. after that, we walked around again then went home soon. in the end, i did not choose photographic club nor netball. guess i'm starting to be interested in the backstage job.forgot to complain abt the canteen food. bought wanton mee after pe and i tried to eat, but it's horrible! i already felt like vomiting after pe and the noodles made me feel like throwing up even more. the char siew and wanton just taste like eww. i feel very bad lor, wasted so much food... what happened to me?! i used to eat a lot and act as people's rubbish bin for unfinished food! am i dying soon?haiz, i dunno how will i be surviving the next few days... as usual, i still have the speed problem, can't seem to copy faster... the lectures so far are quite boring, will it be better when things thought become harder? i feel stupid leh, my intelligence is like dropping day by day. i can't even do the simple qns.i just hope that everything goes well and i'm able to be happy everyday at nyjc. results for o level will be out in abt 15 days or so, what if i score badly? will i still have the mood to study knowing that i can't get into nyjc?hmm... feel pessimistic today, we were suppose to draw what we think 2018 will be like for GP and i didn't draw anything. my ans will be that there won't even be 2018, we will all perish by then. haiz... may tmr be a better day.
